Thinking about the past and What if's

Today when I woke up, 2 things had already happened without my knowledge:

1. Half the day was over

2. my room was bursting with heat (nothing significant i just wanna say that it is so hot these days)

BUT

The moment i woke up, this one thought hit me. I was thinking about *coughs* the past. I literally never do that.

Surprisingly I was wondering what my life would be like if this one person would never come in my life.

Or if i wouldn't have done that?

What if I'd never changed schools?

After thinking so much (aka overthinking) I realized that it would have made such a huge difference!! Seriously, just wonder what if you had different subjects at school?

What if you had never chosen that thing as a hobby? 

What would you be doing now if you'd never fought with your friends?

 What if you had never made an Instagram account? 

What if you had deleted your account?

 What if you didn't tell that person that he/she bothers you? 

Or if you were a better person than you are already? 

What if you were gay? 

What if you never developed a crush on that girl? 

What if you had a different type? 

What if you were a rebel type teen? 

What if you'd never listen to your parents? 

What if you had done a legit crime and had spent 2 years in juvenile jail? 

What if you hated math? 

What if you were into anime? 

Okay.

This is a little scary but literally each and every tiniest thing we do or even the smallest decision we make affects our whole freaking life. THAT IS SCARY. Or maybe just looks that way because I never thought about it.

 By Saniya

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I found this in my drafts the other day.

are you questioning the concept of perfectionism? well, so am I: so are humans perfect?