people & their stupid brains: a rant

Well, we all our socially isolated, with or without our families, and all of this in order to keep ourselves safe and sane from this biological virus. I hope you're at the best of your health.
To start , I thought that I might stop posting here on my blog, well it's only because nobody has been reading them. So I don't have some pairs of eyes reading the shit I write, but then I couldn't stop myself from writing. Maybe this blog has become a part of me.
Thank you, now you may read further :)

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12th April 2020

I was watching this movie today. It was a tragic teen movie. The protagonist,this high school girl, she was alone and sad. Not that she didn't have friends, but she was really just out of her mind. And because this a romantic tragedy, we have this guy, a freak, the love interest who's more depressed than her. These guys work together on a school project together, which involves exploring their town and stepping out of their houses in general. The guy mostly forces her to do the project with him. That was creepy. So during their project these guys fall in love (read: Don't fall in love; rise in love). Sounds simple. But well, I hated the movie. It was super slow and boring. But I realized something by the end of the movie.

The brain is a piece of shit.

 yes it is. The thing is sometimes when we are sad and lonely or just misunderstood, we avoid people, right. In that phase, who so ever comes in our life and tries/acts to really understand it, we tend fall for them. Um. Basically, if their is a girl (or a boy), who's just  depressed or has a chronic disease or is a little insane, and then a someone of their age enters their life and makes them realize that flowers smell so good, and the sky is blue or the sun is also a star, and there are seven colors in a rainbow, it's so STUPID how we tend to have feelings for them.

It blows my mind.

 We think since we are this sad, this is the last person on the WHOLE planet who's going to make our life better and take care of us. Why? Oh my, god. Sometimes, a person who understands us,help us, get through times and laughs with us doesn't necessarily have to be our girl/boyfriend. I mean we can be friends? Nobody dies alone, dude. Why do we always have to go out with someone, who makes us laugh? It's stupid and so dumb if you think of it.  This all might just not fit in your brain, at the moment, but it will if you think about it. We don't always have to date someone because he "knows" us or "spends" time with us. I mean it's not the only door in the house. ( THE WALLS HAVE WINDOWS, JUMPP)

That's about it
bye, x

(edit: i also wanted to add something insignificant but very noticeable in the movie, that the maker of the film did not justify them falling for each other, and that is also one of the reasons why I hated the movie, but i couldn't feel them falling for each other. The movie's plot is based on a book, so I'll probably read the book because books are so much more better than movies. Also I am a very film critique person.I like to understand films, not just watch them. That is one of the reasons why I like some exceptionally underrated Bollywood movies while my family hates them. Basically i love judging characters in a film and oh I LOVE analyzing the cinematography of films, pretty stuff)

 By Saniya Sethi

you know what? i think you'll love reading this: making conversation as a teen and chatty stuff

~aesthetix~