agonizing

and now how shall i describe it?

it's like everything

came to a seize

like the hustle suddenly stopped

the noise snapped out

everything felt uncomfortably calm

the absence of sound

it hurted my ears

the absence of colored bustle

irritated my eyes

it felt like

the painful pricking pain

the needle on your arm

the pointy rocks beneath your feets

suddenly

disappeared

i am sitting so still

like i am not moving

i miss the calling chaos

this silently pricking stillness

indicates an older healing wound

a slow whisper in the silence

it indicates a peculiar

blood bathed peace after violence