I am Wrong?

How do you feel now?
You've played with two hearts at once.
I thought you were good.
I thought you could be trusted.
I thought something like this would never happen.

What about her?
Your loved one,
she said yes.
Maybe she loves you.
And you?
You played with her feelings.

What about me?
Your friend.
I trusted you.
Maybe it was a mistake.
And you?
You played with my feelings.

You say she's as beautiful as a flower;
then, you say
that I am a flower.
I laughed,
because I couldn't cry.
Because at that time,
I didn't knew that you're such a player,such a dog.
And I am not the princess who kissed a frog.

You showed me so many directions.
And when I asked you for the way,
you took my hand,
guided me towards a road.
In the end, you turned and ran away.
I forgot the way because I was so lost.
So lost in your eyes
      and among these directions
               I didn't knew.
                                    ~ players
Think of that girl,
she loves you.
She hates me.
She wants you.
       But you want me.
                   ~love triangle

And now I am just stuck in this labyrinth.
A labyrinth you told me to go into,
and with a smile I entered the maze.
Not knowing the consequences,
that I'd get lost.
And when I'll call on you,
you'll try but you won't come.

It would have been so much better
If ,
you didn't enter my life.
If,
you knew your choices.
If,
you knew your limits.
If,
I would have fought with you to leave me,
and never come back.
                             It would have been tough,
                              but it would have been correct.

By Saniya Sethi

on 7th February 2019

for him

- a player who won.

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