...and you text me when you're "bored".

I don't like it. I just don't like it when you treat me like an option.

Why is it that you text me at the end of the day and tell me that you're bored?
Why do you ask me to call you just because you're bored?
After you're done roaming around with your buddies in daylight, you text "i'm borrredddd" as if my only job is to make you're life interesting?
Why do you treat me as if my name is written at the end of your "priorities list" or maybe my name isn't even in that list?
And now I think that maybe I am not even worth being in your lists.

Yes, I love attention. I crave for attention. But not when I am treated like a choice. I wanna be the part of your busiest times or just leave, don't talk.

Please don't talk to me for the sake of "being in touch" with me.


I don't like it when I am your option,
your last choice,
your last hello
or your last one to be mellow.

Why is it that you remember me when you're bored?
When you're done playing with other girls

At night, at 10, everyday its your "hiiii"'s
and I just feel so bad about being your choice only during the free times.

"Nobody likes being treated as an option. But you just made it feel a lot worse."

 By Saniya Sethi

another melancholy: So Far Away